I went to a meeting last night. It had been a while since I'd been to one. I really needed it, I needed to get re-centered. It helped. The topic was on gratitude, a subject I hadn't thought about in a while. Gratitude is a topic that I should keep always in the front of my mind. For me, gratitude can be life or death. Without gratitude, I have no reason to stay clean, nothing to live for. Its no wonder I had been so out of sorts lately. I have been stressed out and on edge. My life today is so fulfilling. I have my babes and my babe (Ry). I get to stay home and raise my kids. We have our families close by. We live in a beautiful house in a nice neighborhood. We have nice things. I get to work at the place that saved my life and now I can help to do the same for others. I have wonderful friends who support me and help me get thru the worst of times!! And today I love myself, I can look in the mirror and truly say that I am a good person and deserve only the best. "To Thine Own Self Be True". I have so many things to be grateful for and I must always remember them! I didn't mean to unload, but these are things I needed to hear. Think about what your grateful for.................